Thursday, November 25, 2010

26/11 – LIFE GONE BYE FOR SOME, DIGITS FOR THE REST!!



A wreath of flowers, a candle peace march, a humble prayer or a gallantry award is all that we can think about as of this day. But for them, those gone by, and the ones they left behind, the sound and sight of fireworks, the realization of a terrorist bloodbath and those last few words they heard from their beloved, would be etched in soulful eternity.

26/11 is just another number, isn’t it? How many of us would honestly remember this day over our weekend`s social plans or box office releases till the newspapers screamed about it early this morning? Well, even for them, its gona gradually move from headliners on the first page, to a column in the bottom left of the same page the next year, and 50 words in some non-existent corner as a space filling tactic 10 years hence. True, time and tide wait for none, so do memories, they are quickly erased.

What was it with the fetish of ending it up on the 11th month note that left one of the busiest metropolitan cities in the world paralyzed? If any of you folks are the likes who have played Counter Strike or games akin to those, killing seems to be fun at the click of a mouse button, and here we were, 2 years ago, being experimented upon in the same fashion, the only difference being it was "US ALL" in live flesh and blood as targets of one of the most horrendous terror attacks of our times.

We always crib about police atrocities, about their negligence in respect of acting up to situations; about a bollywood movie scene mockery where cops arrive last (they have been doing so in every single movie, and will continue to till the industry exists!!). That apart, just takes a moment and think about the families of those who protect you in their Khakhis as comparatively the most ill-equipped police force on earth!! They have kids like you and me waiting for their fathers to get home, they have a spouse who breaks into a sweat every time the phone rings in her others absence, praying, with an unfruitful attempt at times, murmuring, “This is not about what I think it is, everything must be fine”. They have parents, who, how much ever they might say otherwise to the world, know deep within that the life of their child, sometimes the only one and the only bread winner, is more important to them than the latter’s  duty towards the Nation. Truth sucks, I know, but that’s just the way it is, at least for the most of us.

It’s a rare occasion where I fall short of words to describe a particular feeling, and I confess, today is one of those.  How much ever we pray, praise or falsely pride ourselves as the citizen of this country, it remains a fact that you and me are least bothered. A job, a salary, a party over the weekend, a celebration with friends, hangout with our loved ones and caring a hoot about what has gone bye is the order of the day.
 It takes balls to be the one whoz sacrificed.  If you disagree ………….. Let know how many of you have a YES  for the following ? Be honest !
  1. Let a dad, a mother, a sister, a brother or a close friend get randomly killed by a group of maniacs on the street?
  2. Let a close one move out as a part of an Ops team to kill those loosers who are on a rampage, knowing for a fact that your fella never comes back after that day?
  3. Wait for a gallantry award in the family, as a matter of pride, for which it`s okay for you to lose a close one in the forces? A caution, I don’t, by any means whatsoever, imply this to the ones who have. Just a simple question it is !
  4. Let a "Kasab" trial go on and on and on and on for ages till that guy gives up on age?
  5. One day, wake up to know that every chap above 18 has gota serve 5 compulsory years in the forces defending our borders? No life guarantee again!!

  THINK!!

What I`v penned down must’ve been my weirdest stuff ever, no connections, no flow, no story - just a LAME BLOODY CONFUSION OF SORTS!!  Confused I Am!

Them, the COPS and compulsorily the rest of their security clan have the balls and the courage to do it, to face it and to bear it all. I could only say, what those guys have done for us and the Nation, deserve more than a medal, more than a memory, more than a march and more than monetary compensation. They deserve RESPECT , more, when they are ALIVE !! R.I.P !!

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

A BACKPACK FULL OF A DECADE…. and MIXED FEELINGS !!


I'ts that time of the year again. The moment it hits an ELEVEN on the Month Slot, it seems the hours are closing down upon something that one wished would stay longer, something that one wished should have happened and something that one wished would never have !!!

I'ts November guys, just like the 11th minute of an hour, the 11th hour of the day, it’s the 11th month of the year!!  Kinda each one`s second last chance to ponder upon the past, kinda time to gather guts and say “ What happened was history, dead and gone, what lies ahead, is sheer awesomeness, a ray of hope that would light up the lives of us and the people we cherish”. Nevertheless, these are feelings that come with the season, but this time around, its special!! We’re all about to step into a new decade, trying to get over 10 long years of the Second millennium.

On a personal note, its been one helluva journey. A crucial decade, and most would agree, of moving from our crazy teens to what we are today, a decade of knowing and learning people, a decade where we made friends that would last a life time, a decade where we realized life is about moving on, a decade when we saw peace prevail over the Babri judgment, a decade when the first Black was voted a world leader, if for nothing else, a decade where we have witnessed history and maturity. This happens once in a life time !

The last I saw a zero being knocked out of a year was way back in 2000, err…. must`ve been in the IX standard. Years dint have much relevance then. It was just about stepping into the second term of the year post Diwali and looking forward to the awesommest of all celebrations …. CHRISTMAS and NEW years eve!! It was about visiting and being visited by cousins and friends, it was about a picnic on the beach, about crackers and laddos for Diwali and about carols and cakes for Christmas!!

It’s a decade gone by…

On this note, it would be perfect to remember my heaven on earth…. GOA!! The thought of that place simply lights you up. Come November, morning temperatures suddenly dip to give you that festive chill, its time to be in your best, look your best and be with the best!! Try avoiding it, I betcha if you cant hear the music hum within. You want to run out and announce on the streets that holidays are here and that you care a hoot for your new semesters to begin, coz through New Years till February, books and classes were the last things on ones mind. Getting to college would be excuse to meet friends, getting to class would be an excuse to yawn, and getting out of college would be an excuse to say folks back home would be worried as usual. Add to that college tours and inter-col fest preparations!!! Those were the days!! Miss them….. Here, you don’t need a reason to celebrate, the season and you are the celebration!! One cant wait for the day to pop up to feel a sense of peace to hit you in the sunlight and neither can one wait for the night where streets and celebrations light up!! Undoubtedly, it’s the best time of the year…

Back to the present, come November, Work is the last thing on ones mind!! Whoever you are, whatever you do and wherever you come from …… you would feel new, you would feel the chill, you would feel the spirit, you would feel GOAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

Here`z a Wrap Up

  • To all the people who have been awesome company in the past few years, thank you!! I cherish and love you`ll.....
  •  For those who don’t wana b anymore….. Hard Luck …… you just missed out on the most precious company you could ever have!!
  •  For those of you Who`d had break ups …. Remember …. Your folks taught you to give away your old toys in charity….. you deserve a new one 
  •  For lost opportunities….. care a shit…. there sumthin better out there...
  •   For Something that has not happened…. It was never meant to be….. or you might not  be living today…..
  •  For those who have had the worse….. here on… it’s a journey uphill…  ..no turing back 
  •  FOR 2010…. You rocked and SUCKED EQUALLY ….. adding a ONE to youz gona be much much BETTER...welcome 2011....



;) LOL …… wish u all a happy season, health, wealth and good sense……. CHEERS !!! GOD Bless..

For the ppl who far away from heaven … pack your bags ASAP …. GOA waits babeyh !!!